For most of us, there come certain times in life where we feel we have fallen to such an emotional low, where we question whether or not we can ever recover.
At these times, one needs to know they are not alone, despite how much they hurt and how lonely it may feel, that there are people who care so, so much, and to the person whom this journal is addressed, I'm only very sorry that a lot of those people for you don't happen to be in your local area.
I can't say I know what you're going through right now, and won't have the audacity to even try to lie and say that I do.
But you never deserved to suffer like this, and even from the earliest